0 ^Friendship^

Do you trust friendship?

Do you know what is friendship?

I do. I always treasure it!

What is friendship?

Some people won't know the meaning of friendship.

They think friendship is friends are people you think are friends,

but they are enemies with secret identities and disguises who hide their true colours.

They never trust friendship!

From the day i know what is friendship,

i appreciate so much the relationship between friends.

So God give me so much experience in the friendship.

Sometimes, He give me joy. Sometimes, He give me pain.

But this is only the process between friendship.

We can make difference among those friends.

Nobody is perfect!

Yesterday, i tell one of my friends.

I say "i love you". She can't accept.

I know that. Because eastern people are more traditional and not so opened.

"I love you" has many meanings actually.

Love you as family, lover, fiancee or friends.

Sometimes i envy those western people, when they greet each other, they will hug or kiss each other.

It shows a kind of warm or love.

When i am in Penang trip, i meet my old friend!

I do miss her. I think we never meet each other after form 5!

She is my best friend, and totally when we meet each other, we still like before.

We laugh and tease each other. There are a lot of memories between us that will never be forgotten.

But the words from her i remember most is when she notices me, she say "Can i have a hug?"

Wow! Is such a warm hug i never had.

When i in home, i seldom hug my mum, but once i hug her, i feel protected.

And i seldom say i love her, because sometimes the words difficult to express. Is too deep in the heart.

But once i message and tell her, she replies " i love you too".

That's the time i touched and my tears start unable to control.

Even my sis, i want to hug her, and she says "yurks!", ask me to go away.

It shows a kind of love, but for her its unacceptable!

My bro shows his love by buying the things i want! Laptop! He sponsors! Touched!

I have a happy family. My dad, my mum, my two brothers, my sis and even my grandma. They love me! And i love them too.

Too long didn't take picture with them. T_T.

Gonna go back soon and i will remember to take once!

And even friends too. We give them a warm hug, it shows love.

Don't be stingy to give other's love.

A hug is worth than thousand words. Remember that.

Hug is not kind of sex or need to be used when sex.

It is just a simple hug. NOT sensitivity.

I have a lot of friends. Can you imagine?

How i do this? Why i can have it? Just show a simple "LOVE"

Do you hear before? To be depressed is to be lonely; To have a friend is to be happy.

I did it. And you? Still don't want to show love?

Let you see my crazy friends!

But we seldom meet because all of us have to further our studies in different kind of places.

I have a lot of friends and i also have a lot of sis around me!

Love are surrounded me and i feel happy enough!

I treat many people who smaller than me as my sis even i have a stupid sis!

They are the people i love most! I was greedy enough to have them!

My sis is the people who close to me most. We quarrel, we laugh, we fight!

I know her well indeed. She is the most cruel sis in this world.

If people who don't know her, they will think she is good.

If you know her deeply, you sure will kill her and chop her into pieces!

If i am a killer, sure i dare to chop her!

Nowadays, i am closer to this sis.

If u first thinking about her, you will say this people is not easy to close with.

Ya. That's my first thinking!

But now i realize that she is much more crazy than before.

And she is quite good enough because she treats me good even we always quarrel.

Last time, she is negative on her thought and now i know why she think negatively.

The surroundings influence her and maybe she is still young to solve the problem.

Another sis, she is talent in chinese yoyo. But i am not because of that interested her.

The 1st time i see her, is the time got people bully her.

From that time, i start to message her everyday but we are not couples.

We just easy to talk with and the feelings are nice!

Sometimes maybe misunderstanding with each other, but now we settle it.

And i hope i can have chance to love her more.

Sorry for that day i scold you. I just care about you and hope you will know one day.

And another three, i treat them like my sis too.

They are good and easily bullied by me. Haha.

But three of them gather together and try to bully me, sure i will lose!

Sometimes, they will find me. But after chatting, sure i can't get back to the room because they are too talkative!

So, nowadays i just stay in my room! hahahaha!

I try to message them but their phone number are 017!

I cant afford to pay that! So expensive per message.

Another sis, she says i never care for her! I really.......

If you are with her, you will know the feeling.

She talks nonstop and i don't have any freedom!

But she is nice to others and she is too naive!

She always think from others but never think of herself.

Do you see her laugh before? or cry before?

She is the person lack of protection!

And these few days, i always message a girl.

I scare she will think i like her because i find her always! Oops!

I want to treat her as sis(妹妹), but she wants to be sis(姐姐)!

Crazy human i think. She always make me nothing to talk with.

She is too brilliant. She can catch every words you say and make you shut up!

And she is the one always no reply my message! No manner at all!

Hahaha. I think she won't mind what i say. Because this is the truth!

Never take picture with her so no picture. But hope got chance to take with her!

If you don't mind, be my sis! I have so many sis to love!

I have a sis who love me too!

She gives me an original cd of Jess Lee which import from Taiwan!

And she always brings me here and there! I love her! Really!

The ring on my finger is the present from her! I miss you, Lanice!

Thanks everybody! Thanks sis!

The best gift i ever had!

I don't have lover but i have so many friends around me.

I don't scare i will be alone.

I just know they are the most precious thing i never had!

Thank you everyone who appear in my life and give me the best memories!

Sorry if i don't write about you because i have too many friends need to appreciate it!

The world is so complicated but all of you make my life wonderful!

Friends, when you face the problems or obstacles,

Sadness, grief or even doubt,

When you mess up all the things that you planned on,

just turn around and look behind you.

From the place you stand,

Look for me through the shadows,

i will lend you my hand.

I will give you my shoulders,

I will right beside you

Though it will be a thousand years!

Friendship is the golden thread that ties all hearts together.

Don't walk on front of me, i may not follow~

Dont walk behind me i may not lead~

Just walk beside me and be my friend."